havent been blogging, i know
settled
tues
did meet up with bao and jolene for lunch
did meet up with earthworm
and thanks earthworm for presents =D
wed
darling came my house
thanks for pei- ing me
love you lots
after experiencing
i see
the good and bad
i wanna thank a lot of people
firstly, of course
darling, thanks for always being there for me
i really appreciate it a lot
really
i love you
you said, as long as i have you, you have me, that's enough
i agree, and thanks a lot
nothing can express how important you are to me
secondly
darling's first group of friends
pra, desmond, harnis and blah blah
a lot, didnt name out all, but thanks a lot
thirdly
darling's second group of friends
jt, jiamin, andy, cynthia, shu min, xian hao, jaslyn (if i spell correctly), edison, yin min, samantha
thanks a lot too
forthly
my beloved friends
thanks 2- some
thanks for always staying by my side
i know you worry a lot about me
thanks a lot
love you
thanks fatty
thanks for staying by my side too
i got you kanna drag in
i'm sorry
i appreciate everything you have done
thanks bao
thanks for being there too
i know you did worry about me too
thanks a lot
really
thanks xuewei
thanks for asking me very often how am i
thanks for your concern
really, appreciated
thanks everyone
if i leave out any names
probably cause i forgot
and though everything is fine now
i still wanna say
sorry to the person i have hurt
sincerely sorry
feeling emo at times
i wanna shout out loud
i am hurt too
but i dont need sorry
neither do i want any sorry
really
from now on
if i feel as if i have got burdens on hand
i think i will carry them myself
i dont wanna be any burden to anyone
i dont want my loved ones to be sad or disappointed anymore
even if i feel so damn angry or sad
i wont say those things anymore
i am fine i guess
=D
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