hui ying

born on 7/4/89. at the age of 24. currently attached to mr. sukkasem, someone who dotes and loves me alot, hly184ylh131, 7yrs+ and still counting archives:
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Saturday, November 15, 2008 / 11:25 PM
i have decided
to can kai dian
every sad happenings will be another stepping stone for me to grow stronger
yes, i am not the strongest
at this point of time when i say i wanna be strong
it doesnt mean i wont accept people's care and concern
cause i know
people still care for me
you know who you are
and i really appreciate it
i am not that strong
i believe, everyone needs somthing to rely on, probably sometimes
me too
i need something to rely on, when there are times i couldnt cope alone
but when things dont go my way
i will just can kai dian
letting go a bit doesnt mean you dont care anymore
but, sometimes things made me couldnt be bothered anymore
feeling too sad or too angry doesnt solve the problem
so, why not let loose a bit
and try to be happy whenever i feel sad or angry
i need to be more mature and more capable
i need to be someone who wont spoil people's life
i need to be as strong as i can be
i am not a failure, neither am i a letdown
if there are times when people make me angry or sad, maybe i will just hack?


whatever it is,
ying, jia you

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