hui ying

born on 7/4/89. at the age of 24. currently attached to mr. sukkasem, someone who dotes and loves me alot, hly184ylh131, 7yrs+ and still counting archives:
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Friday, December 19, 2008 / 2:01 AM
god,
continue giving me the strength and wisdom
i need them badly
at this point of time

i chose to face problems myself
sometimes i feel so weak
till i just wanna lie asleep, hoping everything will be fine after i get up
it never will, haha
i dont wanna grow up so fast, can i?
i envy those babies now
with no worries, no sadness
only happiness
hungry or sleepy, they just have to cry and everything will be fine
can i just cry once and everthing will be fine?
i cant
perhaps i'm born to stay strong
so i can protect my loved ones
and maybe the only person who can protect me,
will be myself
i should be used to all these by now
but still, its hurting that badly
people make lies to hurt the other party
besides continuing loving and staying calm,
what else can the other party do?

give me more strength,
i need them badly
cause i never wanted to give up
dont make me give up

這樣的深夜眼淚
要怎樣不流下

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