hui ying

born on 7/4/89. at the age of 24. currently attached to mr. sukkasem, someone who dotes and loves me alot, hly184ylh131, 7yrs+ and still counting archives:
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 / 5:33 PM
i never know,
this would hurt that much
i never know,
i'm just an object
the truth or the fake
it doesnt matter anymore
even if its fake
it matters to me a lot
a lot, seriously
cause i believe its real
it really hurts that much,
when you realised,
you're not that important to a person anymore
it hurts that much,
when you realised,
you're something that is useless and can be thrown away already
all along,
i've been trying hard
really trying hard
and sometimes when it gets out of control,
i'll burst out crying, alone
and now,
my heart and soul, is dead
at least for now, dead
is there really something called smile and everything will be fine?
even so,
i no longer have the energy to smile anymore
i wonder how 2008 will end
probably with a fake smile on my face
my heart's hurting, badly
i'm being declared to lose,
and i've fallen badly

再多的安慰
也安慰不了我的心

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