yea~
cousins and uncle aunties came down to sit around for awhile,
and off we go to another aunt house together
new year doesnt mean really things will go so smoothly
after my aunt house,
we went down to see my grandpa in hospital
i really hope he gets well soon
i hate seeing my loved ones like this
i know how it feels like? like seriously?
lying down in hospital and you cant do shit
really, i know exactly how it feels like
its really miserable
when you feel giddy and vomit whatever you ate
he seems so weak
he dont seem to be the one i know few years back
really, the lively one
it pains me seeing him like this
those scenes remind me of the times when i'm in hospital suffering,
its really awful,
when i remembered taking needles like everyday i think? for my blood test
i'm disappointed and devastated
if only things will go xun xun li li when its new year
new year doesnt mean i cant be sad,
i'm who am i,
who you want me to be?
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