but there are some who are really super .. .. .. ..
i'm tired,
not really physically,
but mentally too
sometimes when i lost my way,
i think i find the right path back, myself
i know people love me,
i know they want the good stuff for me
i know who you guys are
and i also know people have been planning for my birthday celebration
but,
i dont know how to explain
i'm just not that important to celebration a grand 20th birthday
i'm not that important to the extend that i can be hurt so badly
i know i'm not the only one who is hurt,
but i'm really drained
and i wish to be silent,
at least for now,
i'll be glad if i can live everyday healthily and happily,
can this be my birthday present?
i doubt so;
enough of birthday,
i dont think its that important
just forget about it
i know,
no matter what happens,
time is still clicking,
the world is still moving
i wonder,
when will the sadness end
Labels: really troubled