finally got my cheque from that stupid company,
after dragging for how many weeks?
oh yes, great la huh
did fyp work,
emailed her,
what else?
stress,
is this the word?
should be;
many things are on my mind,
i think i havent settled a lot,
haiz, whatever, sometimes i just feel tired and stress;
hope grandma is alright,
hope her son or son- in- law or whoever la ok,
will jolly well know how to go visit her,
NOTE: SON/ SON- IN- LAW, YESH
WHATEVER,
WHATEVER LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
grandma must be feeling terrible or xin ku
i know how she feels,
i was once in hospital
but the feeling can never be as miserable as her
NEVER, I KNOW;
AND look at her age,
look at how much she can endure,
my heart sank;
I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL
CAUSE THINGS HAVE BEEN REVOLVING AROUND ME
REMINDING ME TO SETTLE ASAP,
REMINDING ME TO DO THIS AND THAT
AND SOMETIMES I NEED TO BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i need to be stronger,
cause when things dont go my way,
i wont have to feel so tong ku,
i want that smile,
i want to smile,
i want to be happy,
pls;
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