hui ying

born on 7/4/89. at the age of 24. currently attached to mr. sukkasem, someone who dotes and loves me alot, hly184ylh131, 7yrs+ and still counting archives:
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[since 29/4/2009; 00:01AM]

Thursday, May 7, 2009 / 3:57 PM
NOT TRULY HAPPY.

sometimes i need to be alone and think
asking me what happen,
and i'll just reply nothing much blah blah
but thanks for all the care and concerns
ty;

many things have been happening,
even now when i'm typing,
people have to irritate me like no one business
oh forget it,
i should be used to it by now,
cause same things have been happening again and again,
and i just have to face them again and again,
feeling sad or whatever doesnt matter anymore,
cause i know i've got more important things to do rather than feeling emo
but i know i cant force myself to feel truly happy even though i'm emo

when people dont understand you,
you just have to keep quiet and do your thing,
and i just have to ENDURE
YES, that's the word,
ENDURE;
i wonder i can endure until when;
everyone has problems,
i have mine too,
irritations do make me hate you more i guess,
nvm la ying, people who dont understand doesnt deserve much explanations;

talk so much also useless la,
i'll just do my thing,
understand or not, i cant do anything;
care or not, i cant do anything;
able to feel happy or not, i dont think i can do shit too;

shut up

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