hui ying

born on 7/4/89. at the age of 24. currently attached to mr. sukkasem, someone who dotes and loves me alot, hly184ylh131, 7yrs+ and still counting archives:
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for the loved ones
Sunday, July 8, 2012 / 9:17 PM
have been busy working except for monday and today's off days. so long of not working makes my legs hurt so badly, like half- break alr at the end of work. but during the working days, i had my cheryl dearie and somey visiting me. so sweet... with somey treating me to milk tea even.


and today was bro's POP. felt so proud of him when i was at the platform with family. one nasty thing was walking pass the crowd, cause the army boys really STINK, like seriously. nevertheless, i just felt like one of the man i love is growing up to be an adult, though to me he's still a kid :D


after that was back home to rest before heading out in the afternoon with family to toa payoh for dim sum, but it was FULLY PACKED. so we decided to go back nex for dian xiao er.



i am so physically, emotionally, mentally drained. sometimes i thought i'm strong enough but i'm not. living in this kind of stressful environment, still trying my best to cope. there are so many things to improve on, maybe i'm just not capable enough, or just plain useless? probably. being healthy and happy that's all it matters. but sometimes its just so hard to be truly happy inside. emotions can conquer you, that's when you fail. i really dont like too much of negativities taking place, but that's how life is. till then, ah ying will be stronger.